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>The groans of a life not yet fulfilled

In Prayer, Theology on March 10, 2009 by mstevensrev

>There are periods of time where in some area of our life the fall, that thing that caused the world not to be the way it is supposed to be (perfect), seems to be put on hold. We walk with grace and ease, and sometimes it is even easy to think that we have arrived. That is not to say we don’t commit ourselves during this time or work hard, but over all the direction is a positive one and it move fast.

The sad reality of this world is that does not last. In Genesis the section I refer to as the consequences of sins (rather then the curse as most call it) we are told that this fall will bring about thorns and thistles in our work and relationships will get messy. That does not mean that we walk around with our heads down looking at our shoes waiting for the sky to fall. It just means that when we are effected negatively we need not be surprised. The New Testament clearly tells us that there will be suffering, it doesn’t say run out and find it, it just says it will come so don’t be surprised.

I’m an eternal optimist. There is enough proof to me that God will be physically returning to this world and there are going to be lots of things he is happy about (those things are people…his children). The state of the economy, friends losing jobs and houses is enough for even me to get overwhelmed. Work is a lot harder than it was a few months ago. People are scared. I am scared.

Is this the chance for my generation to become anywhere near as great as our grandparents? They lived through suffering and came out of it truly to be admired for many things. One thing that I am certain is now is the time for the hopeful to live that way. I struggle with that. My bed has felt better than it has in years, all warm and quiet. Yet hiding away is not an option. God is at work, and I really need him to do work in my own heart.

Last night I was reading The Book of Common Prayer, which I feel like I’m still learning how to use, when I came across this prayer For Quiet Confidence:

O God of peace, who hast taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of they Spirit lift us, we pray thee, to thy presence, where we may be still and know that thou art God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen

It is very simple but that is my prayer.

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>Summarizing it well

In Bible, Theology on March 5, 2009 by mstevensrev

>The book of Numbers doesn’t exactly thrill me to wake up and read in the morning, yet there is some really cool moments that happen in the book. Just today I was reading the story of Balaam, the prophet, giving his ‘curses’ of Israel to Balak the king. Balak wanted to hear he was going to kick the crap out of Israel, Balaam tried to get out of the meeting because he knew the news he would give the king would be good and it would cost Balaam his life.

Listen to this part:

“From Aram Balak has brought me,
the king of Moab from the eastern mountains:
‘Come, curse Jacob for me,
and come, denounce Israel!’
8 How can I curse whom God has not cursed?
How can I denounce whom the Lord has not denounced?
9 For from the top of the crags I see him,
from the hills I behold him;
behold, a people dwelling alone,
and not counting itself among the nations!
10 Who can count the dust of Jacob
or number the fourth part of Israel?
Let me die the death of the upright,
and let my end be like his!”

How can I go against what God’s told me even if it kills me? Like everyone I could be more consistent in regularly reading God’s word. Since it is the primary way God has to speak to us, I know it is important, yet I still don’t measure up to my own low standard:) How could I ever have the confidence to say I’m sticking with God even if it kills me?

I was inspired this morning, so much so I had to return to the page. Our world is upside down, yet I feel great comfort that God cares for me more than the lillies of the field…that changes things. People are rightfully scared and worried about what the near future holds especially as it relates to jobs and family. Standing firm on the promises of God is key for me, each one of us is here for so much more. Call it fate, destiny, or providence. Enjoy the people around you, encourage them. In these frightening times take a moment to not focus on yourself but smile at the person next to you…we need it.

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>Quality time with daddy at Disney World

In Uncategorized on February 28, 2009 by mstevensrev

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>Ending vacation on a low note;)

In Uncategorized on February 28, 2009 by mstevensrev

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The line to It's a Small World

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>Studying

In Uncategorized on February 24, 2009 by mstevensrev

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>side jobs

In family, Technology, work on February 14, 2009 by mstevensrev

>I guess everyone is getting one with the way things are going these days.  the catch with mine is that I don’t get paid for it, that might not be the whole truth when you help out your spouse.  

so check out the website i’ve been working on for Karin.  Still has some work but is interesting to me.  taking technology and making collaboration and accessibility possible for artist is pretty cool.  The site isn’t very complex, intentional, but also the limits of the one working on it.
check it out and follow if you want…
karinstevensdance.com

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>Two unrelated thoughts

In Uncategorized on February 9, 2009 by mstevensrev

>First, A-Rod has not destroyed baseball. He has just exposed the similar spirit that blew up our economy that was in baseball as well.

Second, install as an elder at Grace Seattle yesterday. Here we go.

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>On the bus

In Uncategorized on February 6, 2009 by mstevensrev

>A mean old lady just got on. In her arms she has copies of The
Watchtower displayed. Mistake #1 with evangelism… Not liking other
people

It's funny because she has the. Prominately displayed toward me. She
knows I need it:)

Sent from my iPhone

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>New Phase of Life

In church, Theology on January 13, 2009 by mstevensrev

>Elected as elder at my church this past Sunday.  Here we go, hopefully the odds are for me this time:)

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>My life guiding principles

In family, principles, Theology on December 31, 2008 by mstevensrev

>Okay one more thing here.  In 2008 I worked on my life principles.  Still am working through the goals part, but at least I have these buckets to help guide me:

1. Not afraid of hard or messy work.
Proverbs 14:4
Where there are no oxen, the manger is clean,
but abundant crops come by the strength of the ox.
(this is also my “life verse”, with the ox you get crops but also a shitty barn)

2. Relationships are key to life, honor them.

Galatians 5:14
14 For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.”

Luke 10:25-28
25 And behold, a lawyer stood up to put him to the test, saying, “Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?” 26 He said to him, “What is written in the Law? How do you read it?” 27 And he answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself.” 28 And he said to him, “You have answered correctly; do this, and you will live.”

3. The greatest opportunity I have for blessing from God is through my children.

Proverbs 20:7
The righteous who walks in his integrity—
blessed are his children after him!

Acts 2:39
39 For the promise is for you and for your children and for all who are far off, everyone whom the Lord our God calls to himself.”

4. A generous life is a rich one.

Psalm 112:1-5
Praise the Lord!
 Blessed is the man who fears the Lord,
who greatly delights in his commandments!
His offspring will be mighty in the land;
the generation of the upright will be blessed.
Wealth and riches are in his house,
and his righteousness endures forever.
Light dawns in the darkness for the upright;
he is gracious, merciful, and righteous.
It is well with the man who deals generously and lends;
who conducts his affairs with justice.

Mark 12:41-44
41 And he sat down opposite the treasury and watched the people putting money into the offering box. Many rich people put in large sums. 42 And a poor widow came and put in two small copper coins, which make a penny.  43 And he called his disciples to him and said to them, “Truly, I say to you, this poor widow has put in more than all those who are contributing to the offering box. 44 For they all contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty has put in everything she had, all she had to live on.”

1 Timothy 6:18-19
18 They are to do good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, 19 thus storing up treasure for themselves as a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hold of that which is truly life.

Mark 14:3-9
And while he was at Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, as he was reclining at table, a woman came with an alabaster flask of ointment of pure nard, very costly, and she broke the flask and poured it over his head. There were some who said to themselves indignantly, “Why was the ointment wasted like that? For this ointment could have been sold for more than three hundred denarii and given to the poor.” And they scolded her.But Jesus said, “Leave her alone. Why do you trouble her? She has done a beautiful thing to me. For you always have the poor with you, and whenever you want, you can do good for them. But you will not always have me. She has done what she could; she has anointed my body beforehand for burial.And truly, I say to you, wherever the gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in memory of her.”